Sam is still missing.

But I got a text from him today.




It said, "24331442241413343114".

Quiet night, so far.

So, the man I saw yesterday after school. I'll try and describe him better, but I was really only focusing on that creepy smile.

He was wearing this odd green suit. It almost looked like it sparkled? It was really obnoxious, actually, I don't know why anyone would wear it. And his eyes are so small, and like really far apart. Like with fetal alcohol syndrome? Except a lot worse. Maybe the poor guy was splashed with acid in his face or something, but he looked seriously freaky. I don't remember what his hair looked like, though. But he seemed really, really tall, too.


I found another note in the mailbox before I left for school today. I'll take pictures when I get home.

Don't know why I ever though 4chan would be at all helpful. I won't make that mistake again.

I just want to know how to make these creepy things go away!

Sam apparently ran away. I have no idea why. What the hell is going on?

And to top it all off, there was this creepy guy standing across the street from my house when I got home, and he had the creepiest fucking smile. His eyes were really small, too, but his smile was way too big for his face. He was gone once I went back inside.

Whatever this is needs to stop!

I stayed home from school because I didn't get enough sleep last night. I'll be doing tarot readings sporadically throughout the day. You can email me if you want one! I need your first name, and any other information you're willing to give me about yourself.

oh fuck oh shit
that fucking kid is outside again

Last night I woke up at around 2 AM to someone knocking on my door. No one else was home, so I went down to see who it was. I guess since I was kind of tired, I felt brave. D:

So I opened the door and there was this kid standing there. She looked maybe 8? Or 9? And she looked like she had been crying. I felt bad but she was also kind of scary, I don't know why though!

She asked if she could come in to call her family, so I told her to hold on and went to grab my cell phone. As I was on my way back, she started pounding on my door REALLY HARD for some reason! I opened it back up and asked her what her problem was, and she just looked sad and said she got scared.

I gave her my cell phone, and she held it for a second, and then said it didn't work. I guess my battery had died or something, because it wouldn't turn on. D: That's really odd though because I looked before I gave it to her.

We don't have a house phone though, so I said I was sorry but I couldn't help her anymore. She was really scary, so I shut the door on her and locked it, and ran to lock up everything else too. When I finished locking my basement windows, I heard her pounding on the door again. She kept pounding for like 2 hours! I just sat on my couch, staring at the door, wishing for her to go away.

When it started getting light out, I opened my door and looked to see if she damaged anything. I found this in my mailbox (ignore my tarot cards and stones! :3 ): 

I was really scared! :( I tried to call Sam again but he's still not talking to me. This sucks! I hate being alone in my house! Also, why does WHO see me? This is stupid, maybe Sam is trying to play a dumb trick on me! I'm going to beat his ass!

I drew this for a friend of mine! His name is Joe and he also really likes paranormal things.

Anyway! I saw Jen today. She is really pale and seemed really angry the whole time. I hope she's not mad at me. :( But the doctors said she was doing well enough to come home soon. And I guess they can't really hold her against her will. Her mom said they're making her see a shrink, though.

It's been snowing lately which is absolutely disgusting. Not enough to stick, really, but any snow is too much!

Tomorrow is going to be one long, boring day. What should I do? I want it to be paranormal related. :3

Jen is still in the hospital. She keeps telling the doctors it was an accident, but they don't believe her and her parents want to keep her there until things settle down, I guess.

Today I went to my grandma's, which I haven't done in so long! She lives near these creepy ass woods, and I am such a city girl. I used to visit her every summer, and just spend all summer there, but I stopped when I was 7 because all of my friends are here, and I don't know anyone out there.

I would always be so scared that my grandma would turn into the wolf, like in Little Red Riding Hood. D:
But she is just a normal old lady who wants to spoil me, and bake cookies and stuff. I really missed her and I am glad I saw her! Maybe I'll go stay at her house for new years!

Anyway, I had finals yesterday and the day before. They sucked! I hate chemistry and I probably failed so hard! But at least I get a 3 day weekend out of it.

That's all I have to say today. I am going to see Jen tomorrow!

My boyfriend is so pissed at me right now.

So my friend is in the hospital. She apparently tried to kill herself after we messed around with the Necronomicon. I'm really worried about her! And it's pretty much all my fault!

And Sam is just being awful about it. He called me to tell me, since they called him first (Jen's parents hate me!) and he just yelled at me for an hour! And now he won't pick up his phone!

I just want her to be okay.. She was always there for me when I was having a rough time. She's really sweet and I am like the worst person for letting this happen to her!

Oh no!

So my friends and I really like the occult and the paranormal and stuff like that. Today we were reading through the Necronomicon! My step dad always used to yell at me if I said any of the stuff from that book out loud, because he thought I'd summon demons. Stupid, right? I mean it is so fake! It's even the silly ugly one, not even a leather one!

I WISH I could summon demons! Maybe they'd be like pokemon! :3 And I would catch them all! It would be a big mindfuck for a lot of people if demons ended up being cute and fluffy.

Anyway! We were messing around with the Necronomicon today! And we were reciting things. And my friend, who is the girl in the drawing, started getting really dizzy! She eventually fainted. I'm worried she's possessed now! :(

What should I do?!

I mean it would be kind of cool. Like, I'd love to be possessed! Except I would probably end up dying in the end. She's awake now and looks like she's doing okay, she's just watching some music videos now. I will make her soup and hopefully that'll make her feel better!

Yay! New blog!

I've had so many blogs before! But this one, I think I will keep going, because I'm not trying to define it. That's usually what gets me, where I will say OKAY this blog is about x or y! But not this time! This blog is about EVERYTHING!

My name is Shannon and I am 16! I have been invested in being an artist since I was 8, but now I am okay with just doodling sometimes. I'm hoping by posting my doodles on here, I'll be able to improve over time! I don't really want to do it professionally anymore, since I kind of suck!

My favorite color is orange, and I can be really passive aggressive! I love to talk, but I am pretty good at listening too! My favorite subject in school is history!! I have a boyfriend, his name is Sam, and he is really sweet! He gives the best hugs, too.

And my birthday is January 20th! :3